You know why I don’t like getting attached? It’s because it’s difficult for me to adapt to the changes that are to take place once that person’s gone.
Can you imagine? At one point, you’re really used to talking and being with him everyday. Of course, it then becomes a routine. No matter how much you deny and try to tell yourself to not expect, the truth is, you do. You do because you’re starting to get damn attached to that person.
And what sucks is that when everything starts to change, you just can’t help but fcking expect for things to be the same way again. When the closeness starts to get distant, you can’t help but to get fcking hurt. And it’s not the kind of hurt that would last you days, it takes months, or even years, for it to subside.
And even when you’ve found someone better, you can’t help but to feel this damn regret whenever you think about that person in the past. You can’t help but to ask yourself where it all started to turn wrong, and that if you could, you’d turn back time to fix whatever needs to be fixed. Be it lack of effort, understanding, or whatever the case may be.
It’s sad isn’t it? Attachments. Attachments are sad when that person that used to be in your life everyday, starts to grow distant, and eventually, be gone forever.
And this is truly the reason why I hate getting attached.